Today was not easy for me.
If you're looking for an optimistic blog post, this one's probably not it.
I had a hard time seeing him undergo the MRI and seeing him sedated. Because he was so sedated, I didn't get to feed him today. At 10 pm, I tried and he wouldn't eat, and I felt like I was doing something wrong.
We haven't heard back from the neurologist and cardiologist. We are anxious and just playing the waiting game now.
I am very anxious for him to come home and every day that goes by where I don't see tons of progress, I get discouraged.
I know billiruben/jaundice is normal but I didn't get to see his precious eyes today because he had the mask on.
I did get to snuggle him and that was the best part of my day.
i leave the hospital tomorrow. At least I get to go home to one of my sweethearts. But our home just won't feel like home until he's here.
I will keep praying for our little one.
You are still in my prayers sweet Amy! It is amazing how fast these little people wiggle their way into our hearts. You have joined the ranks of parenthood and will forever worry and fret over this precious bundle you have been given stewardship over. It is amazing how quickly we "forget" our previous life. How you look back and still see them part of your life before they joined your family. I hope and pray it isn't long before your little one joins you in the safety and security of your home! HUGS
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for the updates, Amy! We will be praying for you and sweet little Nolan! I really hope he gets to be home with you soon, where he belongs. Love you! ♥
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